The thing is, I HAVE to feel cared for in order to know I am truly cared for. And right now, I feel no one cares about me. And no, cut the mental resolution of “It may just be right now”. It’s been this way for a long time.
No one cares about me. Even when my mother cares about me the most, she just doesn’t. I can be in a very bad state, in my room, and she won’t check on me. I have to yell and raise my voice to be heard and my father finds it a threat and I end up not raising my voice for fear of punishment