Thanks for the support, guys

I do have an appointment on the 18th still!

I saw my therapist earlier today and I'm so, so, sooooo thankful she was understanding of my situation. She is advocating for me to get an earlier medication appointment... but I don't know how since I'm already on the cancellation list. Though she says that sometimes if any of the providers at the office are "bugged" enough, they may flex their schedule just for a one-time thing to accommodate someone. So I hope to find out within a few days if I get a sooner appointment or not. Hell, if I could see ANYONE, whoever the hell it is, I'll take that too.