How do you know the difference between whats anxiety and whats bad? Ever since I can remember I have been sexual. Any mention of anything sexual or if I saw something sexual my anxiety would go through the roof. This all started after some sexual play with other kids at age 7. If i heard or saw something sexual I would have the urge to touch my privates etc. It was a compulsion and not doing it creates anxiety but I dont do it. At around age 11 I began to like another female child who was about 6. I have always thought young girls were very pretty and ever since 11 I have had impulses to touch them. The thing is though is that all kids and teenagers (female) trigger these impulses even women.( I am female by the way) The thing that scares me is that a certain age group is more triggering to act because I think they are pretty. The way I look at children I dont think is normal but the urges themselves are anxiety producing not exciting. Is this Pure O or something else?