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Old Mar 28, 2018, 05:40 PM
penquins88 penquins88 is offline
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Thanks for contirbuting to this discussion Entity06, both you and Sadgirl have been very helpful.

Your reply was also very insightful. Some of those labels I haven't come across before so will research them.

In regards to the part where you wrote:

"I'd say what can be more of an indicator are those dreams and what you imagine outside of watching porn. That does make me think it's likely you're not straight".

These were not dreams (as I understand dreams they are when one is asleep) rather yes indeed I did picture things in my head. The thing is though, most of the times this was after I watched the porn or erotic content so I don't think If I am being honest with myself that I can separate it from the influence of porn or erotic content. I often have used the porn/lesbian erotic content to stimulate me and that then lead to thinking of such lesbian encounters that I imagined myself taking part in. In contrast, I have had thoughts about men without the porn or any erotic content including romantic thoughts and they felt more real because it was thoughts that had no relationship at all to any outside erotic stimulus i.e. typically a normal day where I havent watched anything romantic or erotic and suddenly I had thoughts about dating and being intimate with a guy and being aroused. Interestingly when I think of men I do not imagine myself as a different person all the time, with the sexual thoughts I have about women that are often stimulated by porn/erotic content I am me but a different character (I take on a different personality, style of dress and even character). I have felt some of the thoughts I have had about men have felt more genuinely related to me because in some thoughts, not all, I was imagining myself as similar to the real me (similar hairstyle, similar clothing dress, similar personality) in a romantic scene with a guy.