This is so so soooo cliche. And I've heard it a billion times. I did have value in myself once upon a time. What happens when no one else values you? You stop ****ing caring. What's the point? I wasn't valued before I came out of the womb, I was just a baby the doctors refused to abort so my mother had no choice.

But thank you for validating that yes, it was indeed my fault. I should have just valued myself more.

PS I've had plenty of meaningless sex. It's better than nothing.