I'm ok. I just am in such a weird place right now. I really appreciate everyone's replies.

I heard from T. She says we can talk on the phone Saturday if I can't get there, and maybe we can get a session in next weekend instead. The phone call won't be as good as seeing her, but it it also won't be as bad as not getting to talk.

Now new snow yesterday and none so far today, that's the bright side. So maybe the weather will continue to improve enough that I dare chance the drive. I don't know.

I'm depressed. Thanks for asking