I'm not trying to be conceited, but I'm one of the more attractive of his conquests in looks, goals, career... And, for the narcissist, to have been chasing a girl like me who has cut you off since 2012, I can see how this was a win for him.

For me, he was everything. I'd wanted him for years. And I was nothing but a win for him.

Can you understand how, for a girl who has never felt like anyone loved her, who finally felt like maybe this might be the one, this is the most devastating thing that's ever happened? Even if, in the end, I didn't really want him anyway? I just wanted it not to be a lie.