My session with t was good. We walked and caught up on typical things like work and symptoms. When we got back we talked about guilt and shame over sex. I wanted to tell t something about csa but I couldn't get the words out. T suggested writing it out. I felt intense shame and shut down. T said this is the child part now. I said I just wanna go in my hole now! T said that's how I survived. But I don't have to do that anymore. That its over now. The session was over. T got up but I stayed sitting. I was overwhelmed. I asked t can I stay in here a minute. He said yes of course.. He patted my back

After I left I emailed t with the words I wanted to say but couldnt. A few hours lAter t e-mAiled me back, a long email. It was supportive and nice and reassuring