sometimes and by sometimes i mean almost everytime i pray i lose foccus, and just start thinking about something else.. it will be like Dear God thank you so much for giving me this amazing day i really needed it.. oh yeah i have a chemistry test tomorrow crap!.. oh yeah i was praying.. So God please keep an eye on my dad while he is in Iraq... i wonder if my mom remembered to wash my pants for tomorrow.. oh crap i was praying.. sorry God where was I??? and then i just like fall asleep and i feel like i got nothing acomplished in my prayer and i feel sorta bad and guily. I wonder if that hurts Gods feelings or makes him angry like hey i died for you and you cant even spend 10 min praying with out thinking about other things come on kid. So yeah is this only me this happens to? and why do you think this happens?
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