nooo, i dont think anyone fully knows my story and to be honest sometimes i even question it. like maybe it is just worse in my head and that its really no big deal what all happened right? I mean maybe i am just ove reacting and i need to just get over it.
I really appreciate you guys all being so willing to be here for me though, i find that really kind of you. I am sorry i cant just be so open but i find it really hard because writtting it out just makes it seem more... idk
thanks though..