Welcome back to PC!
I am sorry about your current situation.

Life can become very overwhelming in a hurry. Renting out a room might be a good option? Please re-think your choices re: a life partner, as it is important a life partner helps out. I am sorry you do not have support from your current BF. Keep posting so we can support you.
I hope you find the information and the support you may be seeking.
Please make yourself at home. Jump in wherever you feel led to do so.
Your first 5 posts are approved by a moderator before they appear. After 5 approved posts, you will also have access to chatrooms and to the Private Messaging (PM) system.
I hope to see you around the forums.

WC