(((((((((((Lyn, B Bear)))))))))))))))))
Thanks =)

This evening and night were challenging, but i got through. I had choir practice (small group outside of real choir where they sing for an hour and party for 2). Prior to choir, i was having some really dangerous thinking about pills and cutting. I was remembering the thread in her about "is thinking about SI as bad as doing it" and that got me throug for a bit. i was kind of afraid to be alone tonight with the urges... but got through choir and made my self stay for the party. I was close to leaving but by some grace, someone brought a food i can actually eat - deviled eggs - and so i sat down with my age group and did eat (first time ever in 7 months at these). I also got talking with a guy there i may like, but that's another story. At any rate, I got though today even though it was close and that is good.
THank you again for the support!!!
Kiya