Yesterday was a really switchy day where mostly i was a teen part just learning to drive (in otherwords scaring the you know what out of the host).

Today was darker - in personalities coming and going and having some really not good thoughts... those can be hard to deal with especially when we can't tell how serious the threats are to the body. I didn't want to have to take action on behalf of they system, but the threats of taking full bottles of excedrin migraine pills with vodka were getting pretty grim... as were the thoughs of some severe cutting. I am used to these parts fully playing out the senarios for me in living color so it can be hard to determine "reality". But I got through, went to choir practice, stayed for the party afterward until i was safe (aka, nearly too tired to drive, yet alone injure).
ANyway, thanks to any who heard me out so i could get it out of me.
kiya