I felt like I was moving up for a while. I told my therapist this yesterday and it seemed like she thought I was ready to stop therapy. We didn't really have anything to talk about and I haven't had many sessions with her so I'm still not really comfortable talking. But yesterday and today were the worst days I've had in weeks. It's like the universe knew things were getting better and had to ruin it. These days have made me feel like I'm not ready to deal with my life like I thought I was. I was barely getting through and these days prove to me why I should've ended it when I wanted to. I don't really know what to do. Because I don't really feel comfortable talking about this with my therapist even if I were to get another appointment. Sorry for the ramble. Usually I feel like I maybe can't get through my life and today I feel like I know I can't.