My older son said he wasn't going to do it again...
He took 600ml (overdose = 1000ml.)
Right near the time when Heath Ledger did..
I almost lost my firstborn for good...
He was fortunately found in time...
He said it was only being found that caused his heart
to need defibrulation . He choked on vomit and convulsed.
The ambulance officers deserve praise.for reviving his heartbeat.
An 11 year girl found him (he was just in undies)
He had to ring a respected friend to get him home.
My heart is soooooo sad at his downfall in 3 months
from v....., and abstainer... to experimentor and indulger
and plunger into the depths of despair.
Sorry for expressing it in this way but my heart is in agony..
I tried to be with him so he was not alone...and now his
lil bro is with him and they seem to have reversed roles...
He expresses a great worthlessness.
Please I don't want any comments on my opinion of this
I just had to get it out...sorry if that is selfish but I can't take
any criticism .....I feel under attack...(dramatic I know but
that is me that I own)