I still feel a little bad over the last couple of sessions. Although thankfully I still feel a connection with you, so all I hope is not lost!
I know ultimately it's because I care, and in my jumbled head, to care about someone is to cause myself hurt and that scares me, but I still think that you have proven nothing but trustworthy and I need to give you credit for that.
I miss you which is crazy, but I'm coping, and I'm learning!