Ugh, weight down again this morning, and the ED thoughts are happy about it.

I saw my pdoc yesterday, and he was concerned about the weight loss but wanted to get the sleep & anxiety under control. I am also bipolar & have panic disorder and have been hypomanic for awhile, not sleeping much and also having lots of panic attacks. It is bad when the panic attacks come out of the blue, like when I'm driving and there is no easy off from the road.

Eating lately has been bad. I think yesterday I managed dinner and a couple snacks. I have the urge to exercise but am holding myself back from it...so far.

Anyone here stressed about Easter & family gatherings? I am. We are having an extended family Easter celebration March 31 with my parents, aunts & uncles, sister, nieces, grandmother...One of my aunts always, always remarks on my weight, whether I've gained or lost and seems to eye the food I put on my plate with an eagle's eye. I really hate it