i am hurting this morning because i woke and realized i lost a friend ..the one i cared about so much. She did not die or anything she just totally removed herself from me - for what reason i will never know. .omg it hurts so bad.
Wondering what happened - did i do something wrong .. or what? no answer.
Seems everytime i get a friend they turn their back on me .. everytime.
i guess i am just some horrible person .. that does not deserve friends. i feel so alone. i might as well be invisible in this world.
First it was my pastor - then my husband - then friends .. what next?
to be befriended is so painful and makes me feel shamed!!!!!
What the hell is with me that everyone leaves me?
Is my life that no so worthwhile?
I just dont get it.