No you aren' t lame sweetie. It sounds like you're gettng just what you need: great care from a team who care about you! I think that's wonderful.

Not everyone has a psychiatrist. I used to but now I don't take meds so I don't have a psychiatrist. Yes I"ve seen people post here who have 2 therapists where one specializes in a partidular diagnosis.

I hope you're feeling better and your ECT went well!