I look like I’ve put on weight. But my weights basically been the same since November. I just flucate 5 pounds. I’m wondering if it’s my clothes. I just took a picture of myself a few minutes ago, and I look pretty bad. My clothes don’t fit very well though. They are my work clothes so they are comfortable and slightly big.

I think I’d feel better if I lost 15-20 more pounds.

When I wear men’s hoodies I look huge, but women’s hoodies I look pretty good.

People say I don’t look like I’ve gained weight. People are telling me I look good. So I guess it’s just my perception.

But for the past month I’ve hated every picture of myself.