Just needing to VENT.........

I fell apart yesterday morning (crying / sad and thinking of every reason I should have cancer and die from it) - for the last thing my husband said to me before he went to bed last night was "you are so irritating" just because he asked me to do something right before he walked into the bedroom for the night and I asked him to write it down on the paper he had in the kitchen for me on the frig - I asked him to do it instead so I would not forget about it in the morning and not to mention that I was in indisposed in the bathroom at the moment.

I woke up got a shower for the day and when I saw my face in the mirror all I could think of was...... if I am "so irritating" then why does he stay around after 25 years and if I am "so irritating" then maybe they all would be better off with me..... then the tears came and I could not stop them.

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Matters are ok between the two of us today - and to be honest he probably is not even aware how his careless comment the night before effected me.