I realize that. I'm just saying, how do we know that our feelings will end there?

Reason I'm asking is honestly because I'm teetering off the edge, myself. I could do it right now. I want to.

However, I'm also seeing a dimension that I believe I'll be sucked into if I do it. I'll be lost in purgatory and forever stay exactly how I am.

I'm asking you these questions because I'm also asking them for myself. Will these feelings actually end? Will things get better or worse? What if death and life itself is all an illusion?

I don't know, maybe you shouldn't listen to me. I may just be crazy. No one seems to believe me, anyway.