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Old Mar 31, 2018, 01:35 PM
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Originally Posted by Amyjay View Post
T. I want to ask for help and I don' t. I want to because this is so unbearable. I don't want to because that would bring relief. Relief is not what is needed. It needs to be faced.
I cannot bear it. Me. Us. This. I hold me to account in front of the mirror. Relief is not to be given to this person.
I'm sorry you're suffering so much. Is the pain you're in truly helpful to your healing, or are you perhaps punishing yourself? If your T talked to you and gave you some relief, wouldn't that be because your T feels you need and deserve relief? Could you maybe decide to be guided by your T on that? I hope things ease for you soon.
Thanks for this!
Amyjay, Anastasia~, Anonymous45127