My t is sort of touchy - and it sort of confuses me. Sometimes she does give hugs when leaving, if she thinks i am not doing well. It makes me feel a lot of things all at once; embarrassed, "is anyone watching?", run from the lobby, I usually turn around and walk right into the wall where the hall narrows, and sort of like "i am cared for" but i don't really unerstand it.
One night she reached out and squeezed my elboe twice. That was weird - i felt my bain seperate from my self and look down at my elobe to see what it was - like i don't really have elboes. see, i can't even spell the word - it looks funny.
I think i didn't "feel" about it, as much as i "thought" about it - it was too foreign an event to feel anything.