I've been accepted (still need to pass some tests) for a second job (both from home). I find that I don't give two ***** about what my duties consist of. It's similar with my first job, but there I'm used to it, and got a bit of a stockholm syndrome... Anyway, brilliant, another thing robbing my life at once of time and meaning... Except, of course, the first job recently showed signs of possibly soon folding up, so it'd be unwise to throw the new "opportunity" away.

And it's not going anywhere, I'm not saving up for anything... I mean, not with what I'm earning, anyway... All I'm collecting is age and regret.

Well, at least it's the weekend, although I don't have real weekends... At the first job, there at least is an office, where they wrap up for the week, and even if I work through the weekend, I don't get any new orders or whatever. The second job seems to run without days off. And comes with an obligation to check the email at least once a day.

Or maybe my lack of enthusiasm will become apparent at the second job (or make me fail the tests)... in which case I guess the plus will be lack of change and being less secure financially. And days off sometimes.

The point of this post is that I don't have any real friends and need to vent.