I am having difficulty in my mind. It's like a junk draw. Everything is in there but it's all out of order. Its very hard to focus on any one thing. I get almost nothing done. That is how it feels. Right now i am sitting and trying to think of what i want going foward in my life. I used to have a direction. Now I have no idea. Sometimes I want to drive away and keep driving until I find my life. Some times I want to buy a home and stay put. I want to be productive but I can't deal with people. Most of what they talk about don't interest me. They make me feel confused and that causes feelings of anxiety and fear. I wish I could just be. I am most time in my head either in the past or the future. I am exhausted