Right?!? It's so hard to curb the guilt felt from not doing anything. I thrive on it to be my best. It's like being in a toxic relationship with myself. And like many toxic relationships it's difficult to "get out" because it's the same source for self-love and motivation. At least this is how it feels for me.
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My heart is down on its knees
And no one is hearing screaming
There's always something that's pulling me down, down, down
And this is nothing new... - Phantogram
Diagnosed Celiac Disease 2010
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