(((((Nicole))))) when it rains it pours doesn't it. How much easier would life be if there was one fire to deal with at a time.

Don't be hard on yourself for something that is beyond your control! Depression is like any other disease, we didn't choose to have it and it's very difficult to deal with our partners to deal with sometimes.

I know that the path to the right medication combo can be long and frustrating, don't give up, the right one is out there and it might be the next one you try! Just be open and honest with your doctor so that you'll be able to find the right one(s).

Soidhnia is right, the winter months can be very taxing on people suffering from depression. It's not your fault!