I feel happy that the week is over and I’m headed for a safe place to share my thoughts.

I also bo back and read through my journal and try to get some idea how it’s going to “come out”. When I have a hard time containing things it feels like I verbally throw up on my counselor.

I also try and pick out what I’m going to wear. Sometimes that turns into a battle right before I go because my outfit doesn’t “feel” right. I can’t really explain that.

Usually it’s jeans and a neutral colored shirt that feels like “me”.

It would be awesome to have some time to really sit with my thoughts right before I met with him. After I get off, I go straight there.

Eating is difficult on the days that I meet with him.