Hey lovely people!

I took an OD of medication. I called someone from the ambulance in my country to ask if I will die. He was very cold and told me congratulations on taking them, and he wishes me a happy death! And asked me "is that all?".. He seemed sarcastic and annyed with me.

I am very upset with the way he behaved. He seems to not really care at all. He supposed to. It is his job!! What is happening with people nowadays? Do they not have sympathy for others?

Anyways, since I have BPD, I can't stop the feeling of hurt and can't stop replaying the incident in my head over and over. You guys have advice for me?