Every holiday my Mom would come to my house and eat with me. Although we had some issues I loved her so much. When she passed away i lost a part of me. I know that happened was because that was the way she was raised. She was taught that children dont molest children and it was just child play. I know it wasn't! Despite all I miss her terribly. I dont like this new normal. It is very lonely. She would have eaten, taken a nap, eaten again and then she would have went home and called me. I am a terrible sad mess without her. [emoji22]