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Old Apr 02, 2018, 12:16 AM
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Are you concerned that some part of you will "do" something that you will have to pay the consequences for?

Is it a concern about losing time/not being in control of your own actions/not trusting yourself?

Can you talk with your other parts internally? If not, can you speak "to" them to try to figure out your fear, the panic etc?

I don't know if I am helping or if off the path entirely.

I do know we have contact with family and it is fraught with many differences of opinion, memories, knowledge, feelings etc.


I don't believe it is overdramatic at all, in any sense of form. This woman has done things that have traumatized you and different parts of you have very valid fears and responses to that. Its not dramatic, its.... complicated.

I wish I had more to offer that might help.


Are you concerned that some part of you will "do" something that you will have to pay the consequences for?

Yes!

Is it a concern about losing time/not being in control of your own actions/not trusting yourself?

Yes!

I’ve entertained the idea of talking with all of us and asking for a truce while she’s here. It feels like that’s not being understood.

Too much to put into words.

She got another verbal rib shot in yesterday when we were visiting her for Easter.

She doesn’t know when to quit. She sees no harm in it and actually sees it as funny I guess.

Thank you for your insights and thoughts

I pray it goes well.

I really pray that I can reschedule tomorrow and have another session time to recover from it.

Thank you!
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