I really feel like I am lost or even "stuck" where I am in life. I've been at the same job for 3 years now and I used to LOVE it here, I still like what I do but the environment has become increasingly toxic. I've been to HR a couple times because my supervisor and manager are both verbally abusive as well as doing small spiteful things.

Example one is that my mother's house (my childhood home) recently burnt down, I left work early for that fact and my supervisor yelled at me that if it was so important just to go and said she was giving me a full point (normally leaving early only constitutes a half point) and I said it was fine this was important. When I came back she was aggressive towards me.

That's just one of many. I've been applying to other jobs but there really isn't much around here that pays equally or near what I currently make and since my fiancé just lost his job I'm the only income for now... I just feel so heartbroken at where I've came in life.

I used to go on adventures every weekend, to see new cities or new states or just taking pictures or riding and now it's like I'm too depressed and stressed all the time to do those things. I'm worried about my fiance because he is stressed as well because like I said, there isn't much around here.

I want to turn my life around, get out of debt (credit card I had to use for emergency situations) and live a simple life but I feel like I am drowning...

Any tips for turning your life around or making it better/more enjoyable?