I’ve found from personal experience that there are .. a lot.. of rotten apples in the mental health field.

Put together, those experiences, and others I’ve read about...are very offputting for me to seek “help”.

When the “help” actually harms more than helps. For those of us who were “raised” by disrespectful, abusive people ..then reaching out for “help” as we “should” we find more of the same..

It reminds me of a cottage I rented. It was full of fleas

Later on I phoned the old witch to complain. She said “you brought the fleas with you”



I do not trust “people”.

I wish I could move to a place where ...

But “people” are everywhere

I feel like deleting this (if I could move on from being me then I would.)