Yesterday was easter with my extended family. I was fine when I arrived on the weekend and it was only my immediate family. I had fun, we talked, watched movies, etc. But then when my extended family came, I could only eat lunch and then I went in the basement and read a book and took a nap. I was so stressed it was hard to function. I got home yesterday still stressed. I took an extra Ativan. I will be moving to a big city very soon so that stress is killing me too. I had been doing so good! Now I feel spacey, horrible headaches, stress and terrible anxiety, and just depressed. I feel like I am being eaten alive by my anxiety. It's horrible. Why does this stress me out so much? When I think rationally about these things, it doesn't seem so bad. But its like my brain doesn't think rationally about anything. It just responds with anxiety. And yes, I've tried coping skills. I just feel like a zombie from the walking dead with a diagnosis of bipolar disorder and social anxiety.