I went through a hellish depression and saw no reason for help, no reason to buy clothes, no reason to do anything, no reason to live. It went on for a year or more. It was terrible. Pure hell.

For some reason it is lifting some and I am starting to enjoy people again, I am taking care of myself again, I am taking life on a day-by-day basis.

I have several disabling medical conditions, as well, and often feel sooooo overwhelmed, wondering why I should invest in anything?
Yet, it gets better and I am doing better than I was doing.

Your depression will likely get better, too.

Mine got better trying med combinations. That might also help you?

I have hope that things can change for you. Please keep reaching out and trying things. Something will help, even if its time that helps.

Please don't shut down or close yourself off, even if you feel alone. Others are also full of life and it's life/love you need to help you in your healing. I do not know what I would do without those around me loving me and my pdoc caring so much, too. This and meds have helped me.

I am hopeful for your healing.


WC