Still in active use....daily again. I've slipped...and the farther I fall behind the more hopeless I get. I haven't smoked pot since the fog bong, but I'm still drinking all the time.

I've been ashamed to come around here as a user, ya'll are doing so great. I'm still on the outside anticipating to do as well as ya'll one day. Just like with weight loss and stop smoking I keep putting it aside saying "later, later, later"...I'm just ********ting myself.

Anyway...don't give up on me, just listen...I suppose that's what I'm wanting from here..

(((recoverers)))