The therapists at outpatient, my T, and my PDoc keep telling me I have to take care of me first. I feel like I have hurt my family enough but trying to balance not hurting them any further and taking care of me is exhausting and depressing. My PDoc wants my mood ideally 4 - 6 / 10 but will take 3 - 7. I just want to stop being either 1 OR 10!
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Bipolar 1 mixed manic severe with psychotic features,
Harm OCD
TRAZADONE 150 mg,
DEPAKOTE 500 mg AM / 1000 mg PM,
SEROQUEL 12.5-25 as needed, 50-100 mg PM,
LITHIUM 150 mg PM
N-acetylcysteine (NAC) 1200 AM and PM
JR
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