Hello all.
I joined PC a few months ago, but have hardly come around to using it. The purpose was to try to get involved in a community somehow, but I've felt too depressed to move over the last month. I had a short spurt of creativity and just kept creating for weeks, but after a med change I started slowly moving back into not wanting to see anyone and unable to do much. I'm completely disabled by this illness. Over the last few years I have been adamant with meds, but I still haven't found my magic cocktail. I've just felt so weighed down, tired, and useless. I can't even enjoy anything anymore.
I know we're all unique and what meds work for some won't work for others, but does anyone feel like sharing their success stories? I'm just beginning to feel like this med journey is all for naught.
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dx: Bipolar I. Anxiety (OCD/GAD/Social). C-PTSD (derealization/dissociation). EDNOS. ADHD.
rx: lithium. aripiprazole. gabapentin. Adderall.
"Don't worry; don't be afraid, ever, because this is just a ride."
-- Bill Hicks
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