What are you scared of? People gravitate towards you because your funny. Do you not realise that the only reason that you and your two muckers got ingratiated into the "it" crowd was because they thought YOU were funny. My parents would never have let me hang around with them even if big bird asked me out.
Don't you realise that since you left them to train that the crowd dumped them ? It's just two of them and fried eggs prancing up and down the high street pretending to be catwalk models. I don't think big bird will stay here either.
Stick to training and screw them. Your not missing out on anything. Train hard, you WILL get new friends, you all ready speak to some and retire before you are thirty then pop the champagne. You and eyelashes are better than me. Its just luck of the draw.