Really struggling again! Feels like with your help I build myself up then come crashing again! I suppose I'm not crashing like I used to, but the desire to just run and isolate gets so so strong!
It's hard to have a desire to run when you have nowhere to run too!

Really wish I was speaking to you right now! I'm starting to feel you don't even exist.. I don't wanna reach out. I wish that u would!