I'm just randomly searching the forums today, well semi random. I know what you are going through with the possible diagnosis of a personality disorder. Mine was "borderline or some personality disorder". Last visit, my pdoc said she'd need to see me a few times before deciding a diagnosis, plus I need a psych evaluation. The latter won't be happening for at least another month now (two total) and it's very nerve wracking to wait and antipate what will be tested, if they even got my proper info during the I take. If you don't see your pdoc again for a year, maybe get a second opinion??