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Old Feb 02, 2008, 10:27 PM
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I am very happy for you. I just won mine in December. I got medicare A & B. Still working out all the details. I am looking at AARP for the part D, but have not decided for sure yet. My first checks start this month sometime. It is a cause for being happy, though I understand the way you feel of trying to be believe that it is really true and not a dream. I waited four years for mine, and it was a real struggle to manage without a income.
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All my life I have know that I am different. I have trouble with my thinking and processing information. I have trouble in keeping close friends. I am afraid of living, and I don't really know why. I am good at pretending everything is all right, by just gritting my teeth and just charging ahead and getting through the rough spots, but inside I am afraid of failure and getting critized for things I do. I am hoping someone can help me, or at least understand me.