My old T looked though my blog and Flickr accounts. He was rather impressed. I think he still looks at them, and it doesn't bother me. I do tend to write poetry about people IRL but I only published one online recently. Some of it was angry so I don't post those. My new T hasn't yet, but she wants to know me better before she does. It's all public anyway.

Sounds like you had a lot of stressful things going on, though, and that can cause a situational depression. Do take care of yourself during this time.