Eh. I don't know why I get back into it. It's not bad when you have another job that pays well. I do not so it's tough to enjoy it. Does help to love dogs, otherwise you're cleaning up **** and pulling random crap out of their mouths because they will eat anything off the sidewalk. The big bonus is that you don't have to deal with humans much.

I mostly go on Craigs List and look for jobs. It sucks, everything is capable of sucking until it doesn't, I think.Now that I'm way more aware of my mental illnesses, and not to mention stone cold sober, I feel so insecure during interviews. Another part of me just switches on and goes through the motions so that helps. Otherwise I don't think I'd manage.