Many caretakers won't prescribe benzos anymore, you're right. Doctors worry about addiction and don't like prescribing scheduled drugs anyway. Since the opiod restrictions it's gotten worse. People lump them together. Sorry, that's not useful to you. I don't talk about my benzos to my psychiatrist either, though he doesn't seem to care. If you took the gabapentin would she give you something else for sleep, do you think?