Oh, I don't want anyone to misunderstand me. I'm not looking for a diagnosis on here, I just want to understand this better. I feel like I'm gaining a bunch of new problems and I'm just trying to make sense of them. I'm going to go see a psychologist next week. I just asked because I want to know if any other people feel like they are disconnected from themselves. I do this because sometimes explaining how I feel before I go talk to someone professional sometimes helps me more clearly explain my problems.