Yeah, I really think impatient would be a good idea right now. i relate very strongly to what you are going through, and although I resisted impatient when I was like that... I really wish I hadnt. Itll probably in the long run help get your symptoms controlled a bit better... and you are likely to just feel better FASTER then if you dont go.

Please consider it. It just sounds like it would help you so much to be around people who DO understand what you are going through... in a place where you are just less likely to feel overwhelmed