Where was this thread?. Who was hiding it from me?.
I am living proof that things get better (mentally) and I can't say it?.
Elsa, you know I love you.
If I could take some of your suffering from you and pass it to me. you know I would.
Depending on your mindset, things will start to change.
One little good thing brings another little thing. Then they start to grow and get a little bigger.
Life does not have a status quo. You either go up or go down. Try things that take weight off your chest. A little distraction always helps. Do something a little different. Learn something every day, and pick of a hobby that is fesiable (sp).
Try not to take to collect Ferraris.
Just, beautiful things will do. Nature has many. FREE!.

I practice what I preach. I'm into gardening now, for instance. Something I considered sissy a few months ago. I don't buy plants (no dough) but try to keep the ones we have alive.
Sounds like a stupid thing, but is rewarding. Seeing them grow and flower. Because of me.
Because of my effort of getting up and using the sprinklers at 3 or 4 in the morning. Avoiding the inspectors. Something illegal that won't land me in jail, hehe. Perfect.
Althought I already got a vaiolation (SP), I like to play with fire. Cheap too. I got a warning.
This keeps me entertained without too much risks or expense. I think the fine will be 100 bucks if I get cought the 3rd time. And I have found ways around it. Besides, I got time now to go city hall and fight.
Nothing like cat and mouse. Well, maybe sex, but that's another topic.
Get well and post more often. I MISS YOU!!!.