What kind of fire do you play with? Why can't you use the sprinklers?

Today is better I think .......maybe things can improve? I don't think I have bipolar, I don't know but don't think. Something is happening but I don't know what it is.

Glam, I'm so sorry for your pain. Mine has been better. I learned recently that I never knew real pain until now. I thought I did.....and yes, I have known it, and being tired but now it's something different. It's getting better maybe. I don't know. I'm sorry you suffer so much. I can't imagine and I'm deeply sorry. I wish I could make it all go away for you.

Thank you for the kind advise guys. If you can help me somehow, please do. I will be forever grateful.